It's been a long week and defintely my fault that I've had a lack of sleep. I changed a shift with someone so I could go to baseball which means I was at work till midnight, then back at 7 which = 4 hours of sleep. After the 7 am shift, I went to baseball and then had to be back up at 7 am this morning. I've learned that when I don't get a lot of sleep that I can't hold grief back as much as I usually can. So all day it's been dripping out.. i cried at work, I cried at baseball and I'm crying now. It's coming up on 2 years since my mom died, her birthday was a week ago. This is going to be a crappy 2 weeks. When does it stop hurting? Every day, I still think about my mom being gone, is that normal? But most of the time, it doesn't hurt this bad. I'm tired.
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